So oddly, just now. I have gotten a strange sense of inspiration and creativity. I need to stop sulking and drowning in sorry. Feeling sorry for myself is not going to get me anywhere. I need to stop being afraid of everything and for once take risks. I'm sure if I fail, at least one person will be there to catch my dumb ass. Also I have finally realized that I have been wanting someone to baby me, take care of me; but no one has, or ever will do that for me. If I want anything, I will have to do it myself, just like always. So to my friends who have been listening to me bitch and moan about everything, I am sorry. I hope you didn't think I was throwing a pity party in hoping that you would feel sorry for me. And I am truly sorry if that is what I came across as. so, I am hoping that I will stay will this sudden burst of empowerment. I need it, I want it. I will be strong.
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