Tuesday, February 3, 2009

I am sorry for being selfish

Yes, I know I can be a little ungrateful. I forget to be happy with what I have, no matter how small it may be. I know this is not a good thing, and it is just a bit selfish and unbecoming. But shouldn't I strive for more, want more??? Is that wrong??? I know I should just be happy being alive and somewhat well, but some days I am not. I can't be happy all the time, I can't pretend like certain things don't bother me. I am naturally a pessimistic person. I can't help if the very soul of my being believes that "what can go wrong , will go wrong". I can't help that. All I can do is wake up the next day and hope it will be better than the one before. I am trying.

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